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The way you made me feel
Like I was something that
You couldn’t live without
Like I was someone that
You couldn’t be without
Something came in between us
Something made a change in you
What can I do?
So you made your decision
I guess it’s you that I’ll be missin’
I lie alone in bed just wishin’
That I had been the one
That I had been the one
This time you should know
The way you made me feel
So helpless and alone
Erase the memories
Of all we’ve ever known
Something came in between us
Something made us break in two
What can I do?
So you made your decision
I guess it’s you that I’ll be missin’
I lie alone in bed just wishin’
That I had been the one
That I had been the one
Now I think I’m goin’ crazy
Now you’re stuck inside my head
I don’t ever wanna feel this way again
When you look in the mirror
Does it all seem clear to you?
Have I been used?
So you made your decision
It won’t be me that you’ll be missin’
I lie alone in bed just wishin’
That I had been the one
That I had been the one
So you made your decision
I guess it’s you that I’ll be missin’
I lie alone in bed just wishin’
That I had been the one
That I had been the one
Another one, aren’t you lucky?
And I’m sick of
My sickness
Dont touch me
You’ll get this
I’m useless
Lazy, perverted
And you hate me
You can’t save me
You can’t change me
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call
And everything
Everything’s my fault
Went to the doctor
And I asked her
To make this stop (whoa)
Got medication
A new addiction
Fuckin’ thanks a lot
Had a relapse
I’m bad at rehabs
Ruins everything (whoa)
So point your finger
At the singer
He’s in the pharmacy
You can’t save me
You can’t change me
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call
And everything’s my fault
You can’t save me
You can’t blame me
Well I’m waiting here to take the fall
And everything
Everything’s my fault
And I’m a death threat
Haven’t slept yet
Baby, why the wake up call?
I’m the bad boy
tell the tabloids
everything’s my fault
(Whoa)
Yeah
Write it
Write it
(Whoa)
Everthing’s my fault
Everthing’s my fault
I went to heaven
I Couldn’t get in
For what I had done
I said please take me
They said you’re crazy
You had too much fun
You can’t save me
You can’t change me
Well I’m waiting for my wake up call
And everything’s my fault
You can’t save me
You can’t blame me
Well I’m waiting here to take the fall
And everything
Everthing’s my fault.
You can’t save me
You can’t change me
(Everthing’s my fault)
Everything’s my fault
Because I’m no longer creative enough to use my own words.
Anyway, I’ve decided to start blogging about me, my life and my feelings (run away, NOW!) though hopefully I can still make it entertaining to read, incase someone decides to actually take a look. Though thinking about it, there IS alot of clutter here, hmm.. brb
And I know;
what you’re smiling for,
you know I do.
His eyes;
on the back of your neck,
makes me sick.
Your lies;
on the blade in my back,
makes me sick.
It’s been;
Over two years,
Since you turned away.
And it’s been;
Nearly one year,
I’ve been betrayed.
I want; to gouge his eyes out, for watching you.
And I want; to cut his arms off, for holding you. (You know I would!)
Yes I want; to pull his tongue off, for tasting you.
Oh I want; to rip his heart out… For loving you.
You know I would…
I have;
a taste in my mouth,
that just wont leave.
And I have;
an unwelcome guest in my mind,
that just wont leave.
I will;
make him regret,
the day he met you.
Just like;
I regret the way I,
feel about you.
Please girl;
understand me,
and the things I do.
Because girl;
I can’t break free,
from loving you.
I want; to gouge his eyes out, for watching you.
And I want; to cut his arms off, for holding you. (You know I would!)
Yes I want; to pull his tongue off, for tasting you.
Oh I want; to rip his heart out… For loving you.
You know I would…
My cry;
Will fall on deaf ears,
you fucking whore.
You just deny;
That we could ever have our way,
you’ll lie no more.
I know;
you’d rather cut me out your life,
but I’m staying here.
It hurts;
more than you can understand,
because he was my friend.
This is;
my last goodbye,
to both of you.
I hope;
you’ll both wait for me,
on the other side.
See I would; gouge his eyes out, for watching you.
And I would; cut his hands off, for holding you. (And you know I would!)
I would; pull his tongue out, for tasting you.
And I would; rip his heart out… For loving you…
You know I would..
Yes! You know I would.
You know I would.
From where you’re stood.
You can see I would!
I know that you’re afraid,
because I’ve been betrayed.
One day the Piper will get paid paid,
By my shining blade.
I’ll stop this masquerade,
And you’ll wish you’d stayed…
Here with me…
Something about glues and sleeoing at the wheel.
Pssssssssssssssssst No one knows this so you have to keep it a secret….
Promise noty to tell anyone?
Okay.. Here goes *dot
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I still think of suicide. I don’t think anyone knows it. Maybe they don’t care. Or maybe I’m like the boy who cried wolf two too many times. People don’t care anhmore because they don’t think I have the testicular fortitude to act on what we all know would be best for efveryone… It’s been this way flor far too long. I don’t do any good. Really I don’t. I never willl… I’m sorry, I’ll not wastree any more of your time
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